This was the week before, on Thursday. We hit the Giant for Lunch.

I am not that tall. youre just paranoid :P

on Tuesday, the Gaps and I went to Empire Grand Hall for the Uk Exhibition. I liked it there. I kinda had a conversation about Pharmaceutical with Huddersfield (if m not mistaken. i just hit her since there was no long cue :P). yeah I always wanna do something good to the society and a pharmacist really has an important role to the society. besides this girl loves medicine. talking about bio :)

Serombongan Gap meredah Aminah Arif. ZEH KAMI MAKAN AMBUYAT :P

grabbed some pop corns before leaving.

The next day, we hit Rizqun after work. I was so lucky this day. First, got introduced to Fauzi, HAHAHAHAHA this crack guy. he's a friend of Rahim's. Second, I got to meet my friends from my Elementary School, as well as my BESTIE si Zatul. The last time we met was back in 2004! I still had my lating voice back then. third, I won two complimentary tickets, since i pre-registered online. CEEEEEEH. if i was extra lucky, i would have won the IPOD! haha. kidding! speaking of winning, i should have mentioned it the first not the third, dont you think so? HAHA. anyway, not enough with that, I won a water bottle from the lucky draw. AWEZUME. be jealous, baby! LOL

SOOOOOO. since Abng gave me two free tickets, I gave one to Rahim since he's the driver and I owed him so much :) We watched Vampire's Assistant. Kinda tired from laughing at the Pizza Hut before we entered the cinema, I kept on yawning. Plus, the girl in front of me couldnt stop texting with the boyfriend! I can tell cause I could see the boyfriend on her phone wallpaper. GAH, I felt like grabbing her phone and said, " SAW YOUR BOYFRIEND, KINDA HOT. DONT FREAK OUT IF I FALL FOR HIM CAUSE ITS YOUR FAULT" NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

Rahim drove Dila, Liza and I home with his BMW. I reached home at 10 pm. this is when the total exhaustion crept though me. I even could feel the blood streaming my veins pounding so hard from exhaustion. uhh how bad does it sound? :P

So I had fun, overall. I didnt tell you the details though. im so lazy to type. My laptop is getting packed with pictures and beginning to lagg. thats scary, isnt it? cause that means, daddy has to make sure his bank is ready to burst. NYEHA. what the eff. why did I laugh like that.

On Thursday, Gosh, only Allah knows how tired I was. and I was fully recovered the day after with my 10-hour sleep :) or was it 12?

Lunch. this sofa is very cozy!

ZATUUUUL :DD

pauji.

Yazid and Rahim. And did I mention the cheesy tower was awesome?

Wow. We're entering the second week in the second month of 2010. I shouldnt apologise for not updating my blog since I have the right to blog whenever I want to, right? HEEEEEEH! Lets see what Ive got for your eyes and mind pleasure :)

As you know, the moment we'd been nervously waiting for had come. On one sunny Saturday afternoon, the MOE department revealed the O/AS/A Level results. It was such a nerve-wracking moment. I couldnt wait for the SMS thingie so Mom drove me to school. As I ran my fingers through the subjects, I was like, "ohmy! oh no! DANG IT!' then bellowed. "MAAAAAAAL, result ku bida MAAAAAAAL!" since Amal Najz was there, HAHAHA. I didnt even notice how packed the notice board was with people. So Amal calmed me down. HEEEEH!

SOOOOOOOO, the good news is that, I got 8o's with all above credits. meaning, no C's. and the bad to the very bad news is that, I only got T_W_O A's, which is really disappointing. As Sup said, DEEEEEPPPPP! HAHAHA. kidding man. but no kidding, I feel like resitting all the papers back!! and whats worst, my B's are like all B3 except Add Maths which I got B4. Dang it! If I worked a lil bit harder I would have gotten 7A's man. unfortunately, I wanna stay positive. Lets aim high and work double harder for A Level. Semua yang terjadi ada hikmah nya and besyukur atas apa yg diberi Allah :))))) :((((((

Seriously man, I am so proud of my class. 5A 2009! you guys rock! the lowest results we got what? 7o's. which is really impressive.
so i wanna congratulate my lovely ladies for getting remarkably outstanding results. not only school friends but my other friends too.
Jalilah and Zirah SBC 7A's. Mizah SBC, Fathin, Din SBC, Nadhirah and Syafiqah for the 6A's. Dibah, Nysa, Niza for the 5A's. Khai and Didee SBC for the 4A's, Zeh the Baby and Azwan SBC for 3A's. and what? I only got 2A's? how depressing. Gee and Amal for the single A :D

Congratulations to all. Gosh, the feelings are inarticulate and cannot be described! Im so proud of you. :') WE HAVE SUCCESSFULLY FINISHED OUR HIGH SCHOOL LIFE. 5A 09 IS REALLY THE CREAM OF THE CAKE! the teachers are really proud of us. :') nothing can be more happier than seeing the teachers smiling and say YOUVE DONE SO WELL. CONGRATES! (though i didnt do so well)

To my A Level Friends. eyaaa Si RAHIM wah lawa tu AAC ah. others too, CONGRATES.

OHH! i love my besties.

They signed my Sarong. Nyeha. yea, I took it off, showing my sexay legs. NYAHAHAHAHA

The Best, Tc Noormah. Chemistry! :))))))

Our MAMA. Fun English with Mrs Martha Moloney. :DD

Physics! :D with Ms May

Maths and Add Maths :) with Mrs Yenzzzzzzz!

Geo! with Tc Mazlina :)

thanks Zeh for the goodies. I almost cried reading your card.

ps. Im so gonna miss lessons at school, tuition classes :( I had a very stressful year last year. time flies swiftly. gaaah, sad :S SMPAPHM is still the best. (Y)

Salam.

Im enjoying my weekend before i hit the sack and before we call it a day :)Tomorrow is Monday, anything can happen tomorrow, such as... the reveal of our olevel results!! :S I am petrified by this. I hope I can handle it good.

Besides, Im totally not ready to enter sixth form. this drives me ballistic. HAHA. i guess the classes are dwindled than we always have in high school, yeah? no? I didnt attend the PTEM Open Day last time, yes, my bad :) Cause I was reluctant to leave JIS HEHEHHEHEHE, just kidding. what the eff am i saying.

So, anyhow, I am gonna vow to myself, when I enter sixth form, which is in less than a month from now, to not engage myself in those sinful juvenile delinquent behavior. or having im-all-that! attitude. hahahaha. that is funny imagining myself in that immoral kind of attitude. Ergh, i really hope i can handle sixth form :S

Currently Im hating these eye bags under my eyes. oh blame my December Holidays when the couch was all mine. I miss being a potato couch though. heh! I have no idea how to get rid of these dark circles. :S

I have been making myself busy, by reading books. Ive finished Marked and Betrayed, and have started the third book in the series, Chosen. Seriously man, these House of Night novel series are awesome! once you have started reading, there's no way of stalling even for a second. You'll love these books to bits.

My time in JIS will be over soon. :S

So I have been working to my best creativity to create some displays for the library. I have been helping in the Junior Library as well. Ohh the kids, theyre just so cute! their gurgling laughs make me smile all the time. Their accents are just..ah! CUTE!

On Thursday when I was busy issuing the books in the Junior Library, I met PW. omg omg he's so cute. and tiny! we cant really see the tiny-ness in the newspaper, but i tell you, he's so small. the first time he saw me, his smiles were all gone. HAHAHA i guess he was just so scared since we've never met before. Then, he jumped on the little couch all alone, and ohmy, HE IS SO CUTE!

Mrs Mann : *showing some pictures of big cats
Kid1 : Mister Mann! *raise hands* (it should be Mrs Mann, but yeah this kid said Mister instead! HAHAHA
Mrs Mann : Oh yes Dear?
Kid1 : My Daddy is as big as the cat! he's so fat!

*ALL LAUGHING. HAHAHAHAHA.
then other kids started raising their hands shouting Mrs Mann! Mrs Mann! My daddy is like a giant mall! hahahahahahhahahahaha. MY GOD. that was so funny.

Mrs Mann : *reading a book* I know a lady who swallows a cat, horse, spider! Perhaps she'll die.
Mrs Mann : Oh dear, I wont see you next week kids.
Aunt Sal : yeah because Mrs Mann is going to swallow some cats! HAHAHA
Kid2 : Oh! poor you Mrs Mann! Youre gonna die!!

other kids went down the staircase and we still could hear they said, Oh no, mrs Mann's gonna die soon. Mrs Mann gonna die!

SO we were laughing so hard while doing some work. (Y)

and then, there are other bigger kids. They get really confused between me and Dila. They said we look alike, well I dont think so. :) HAHA. Since the kids are close to the other gaps, theyre getting close to me as well. During resses, they were like

'Ms Ain Ms Ain, can we kiss you?'
'oh, sure!' (ohh no, please dont ruin my tudong! HAHAH)

Oh! did you hear about the Aussie's Film Festival?
the tickets are free! thats why Im gonna call Empire to book some tickets. OMG free tickets!

Ps. What a hottie :P

Salam.

Actually I intended to blog on Friday, the previous week, but then I was so sick :( I got diarrhea since Friday night, and non-stop vomiting since Sunday.

Throwing up all the food in the sink sucks, man. my throat hurt so bad and my stomach was rumbling. it was like, the toilet had been my second room *eeeee.

When you are that sick, the only thing you need is love and care :) unfortunately, not all people get to experience that. Especially when my friends started texting me that I needed to check my fb. oh yeah, feuding between him and him. unknown. just when I need it :s

I went back to work on Monday though I was still actively puking after having my daily meals. I wasted a lot these days. *eeeee. anyway, im better now. so, no worries. ain wah ni. I wont get sick again (Y) hahaha, insya Allah.

So I was saying.....
On Friday, it was Ka Yaya's last day of working, cause she was off to UK back for her study. We had small ceremony in the library as to thank her so much for the help.

On Monday, I had trouble sleeping. well, who can sleep well after what has happened, right? But the library was fun. Fik, Lai and I ended up stalking some people in the afternoon. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH. that was fun! I still cant believe I picked up some interesting facts in their biodata, such as.... PHONE NUMBER. HAHAHAHAH. but house phone number by the way :( OMG that was fun eh. adik beardik wah we stalked :PPP

That night, I had a word with him. Because this thing is still new, I ended up crying on the phone and yes, throwing up. suck!

Plus, last Tuesday was a Casual Day. everybody wore casual. I could barely differenciate between the teachers and students :)

Wednesday, which is today, work is piling up. I registered for Olevel results. and also the UK exhibition which will be held in the Sutra Hall, Feb 3rd. Meet me there. plus, im planning to go to a musical drama by ISB this 30th. and... I cant wait to go shopping!!!!! :DDDDDDDD

Pavlova, from Kitchen of Jasmine. Yum!

These were taken on Yaya's last day :D

there was a bird nest just outside the library. it was so tiny that the kids tend to cucuk with kayu. kesian the bird, Aunt Sal made this, biar the kids freak out HAHAHA.

casual day. ada orang atu nda datang. HAHA.

After almost two years spending my time together with somebody, sharing secrets, love, cries, laughs..its now over. and I am single.

I dont know what to start off with. but a scratch can heal itself, im sure the same goes to you. I absolutely know that your shocked, cause I am too, it happened so fast, but I hope someday you'll find the ability to forgive me. It may be hard now, i know. I cant even accept the fact that Im single now. but, im so sorry. love just doesnt have a finger it cant point ordering me who I should love. so i dont really have much say in this.

I will get over this. I must do.

and I will never forget all the good deeds you have done, thanks man. Just so you know, Ive never cried for someone so bad like I did for you whenever we had something coming up. and neither did I have ever laughed to somebody like I laughed with you over the years. :) im so sorry. please dont hate me cause i dont hate you. :) im still gonna wait for the time when you finally have the guts to declare that youre ready to forget everything and just move on with life.

when I looked at the things you gave, gah, this is just hard. its awful that im feeling this way. i thought i was ready. I even wrote a journal all about you, a year ago and printed all the best conversations we've ever had and not a soul has seen it before. even Ive never told you about it. i guess i will just have to burn the book.

please dont hate me.

have u heard the song, Januari by Glenn? I had always thought to myself how awful it'd be to listen to this song especiallyfor couples who broke up in January. guess what, it does.
this song is haunting me, shizz man. plus it was Din's bday yesterday. bud, im gonna remember your birthday until my last breath!

ps. thanks to all who texted me yesterday. thanks so much guys. you guys have been really there for me. I was overwhelmed by your kindness.

Salam :)

Basically, everything went well today. The home-made Lasagna which was made by Aunt Sal's magic fingers was totally extremely and perfectly delicious! Loved the Mozarella cheese. Slrrrp. Cheese has always been my favourite. (Y)

Oh bytheway, I've got some juicy hot news like its just gotten out from the oven a couple of mili-seconds ago!

THE O'LEVEL AND A'LEVEL RESULTS FOR NOVEMBER 09 ARE HERE!!!!!

Actually a few days aback, we were busy checking the CIE's website about the o's and a's. They stated that they will release the results on the 25th of January in UK. so we thought it will somehow be out here in Brunei two three days later. and..... just yesterday Zir texted me saying that Pap Masna ranks the top for 09's olevel. She said the results are here already! and just waiting for the right time to be released.

I was definitely shocked! I pictured myself sitting in the hall having the exam and biting my lips looking at the paper and how hard the questions were! and that totally sent an infinite shivering to my whole body. like oh my, I know I didnt do that well :S tawakal saja eh :/ the fearness is unbearable.

My hands were shaking, though my friends had been calming me down, so I took blackforest mousse and began to eat the whole lot of them. That was suweeeeeett. but it worked though. my trembling knees stopped. (Y) hahaa. but I hope I wont be getting any ginormic zits :S

oh! these are the pictures of today :D

Mrs Fiona Mulvanney

Fikriyah Ibrahim

Liza, Aunt Sal and Ka Yaya

I returned the book this morning :/ you gotta read this book!

Ive heard about the drowned 15-year-old school kid. inalillah. :s plus..the stranded whale. oh so cute. (y)

ps. kind of spending a lot of time thinking and deciding whether I need to go to Meragang Open Day this 21st or not. But im going to the UK exhibition for sure this 2 Feb. (Y) oh anyway, the MQ reunion was canceled due to the current climate. true true. (Y)

I miss my besties :(